My blog is invalubale =)

My blog is worth $0.00.
How much is your blog worth?

wahaha.. what can i say? My blog is worth $0.00
I was quite depressed when I saw that first, but i realized that many other super popular blogs are worth $0.00 too.. lolz...
I'm sure it is a technorati problem... FIX IT DUDE!! YOU ARE CAUSING MAJOR TRAUMA!!

I shall be happy because $0.00 seem to signify - "Invaluable"
Similar to Yahoo.com, Quizilla, Blizzard and many other popular websites...

My blog is invaluable! woohoo!

=)

On Imagination

i just started on my script.... you wont believe how fun it is when you have so many ideas to implement and but so little vocabulary to construct out a perfect story...

I posted it on my blog jus now, but suddenly had a strange forboading that something bad is going to happen, so i took it off and saved it as a draft!

Dont worry readers, you all will get to see the completed result.. maybe in a month or 2? wahaha...

I'm so crazy about cloud recently.. CLOUD CLOUD CLOUD!! =D
He is SOOO COOL!!

He is not really those SNAGS that you find in Korean drama shows, but he is one of those guys that you JUST HAVE to fall in love with him...

looks familiar? ... I still think he looks like timothy... wahaha... no.. this has nothing to do with my past. I really think he looks like him...

Back to my story writing mood... I've been getting this jibes about writing a story that has been emblazoned in my mind recently... Somehow, this story has its entire concept, theme, STORYLINE fused in my brain, and I HAD to find and outlet for it...

So I started writing.. and writing.. and writing... Creating personalities, moulding characters images and histories... I can tell you... creating stuff out of thin air is exhilarating! Boo to all of you who hate to write fictional compositions...
But it takes alot more out of you then you think...

If I were God (IF I were God..) I think I would have a super enjoyable time creating the universe and stuff... Though I cant imagine how smart I would have to be in order to put everything together...

uh oh... i hear some thunder rumbling in the distance...

anywayz.... The stories that I write has a unique message that I usually wish to communicate with the viewer. Something that reflects something deep inside me...
Something that reflects my personality in fact...

Scriptwriting was really an enjoyable class, though many peepz thought it was boring... I loved it! Ms Yoke Lan chose a movie to explain to us the uses of scriptwriting, and that movie striked a chord in my heart... That movie was Titanic...

Cliche as it may sound, as stereotypical as it may sound, I still think the show Titanic was one of the most well written, beautiful stories I ever saw... never failing to make me shed a tear everytime I play it back in my head...

I'm starting to sound like a cry-baby nowadays...

gnaah...

Kazuo! watashi-no mazuryo!

Dont you LOVE japanese? I'm not really a big fan of their real life citizens, rather, i'm a hardcore fanatic over the virtual realites that they create....
From Final Fantasy to Digimon and Pokemon. Imagination knows NO limit, Imagination has NO boundaries...

God created the universe out of nothing. THAT is ultimate imaganation, and I guess we inherited some of that traits from our heavenly Father after all!

I wanna continue writing le.... haha... I'm being caught up in a whirlwind of ideas.... byeeee!

i'm bored, thus this argumentative essay...

school is starting soon... dunno whether to be excited or to be irritated...
well... the modules ALL seem to be pretty boring... and monotoneous...

Recently i'm quite crazy over final fantasy.. especially FF7, which has just released the DVD version of the show, based on the game...

Feeling quite bored..
Very bored...
Maplestory is getting boring too... again...

Dunno wad to do...

So many things have been gonig on in my mind, i've practically erased of many important priorities...

I find it EXTREMELy stupid that principles and teachers will purposely monitor their students blog to check for defamation or insults hurled at their flaming asses...
Its stupid and goes to show how much free time they have..

If teachers find something that its aimed to insult them in a blog, they should first check their ownselves. Why are the students writing it about them? There is ALWAYS a root to every single problem, and it is highly likely that the teacher is the root of it all in the first place...


I dunno whether to feel happy for the world or sad for XiaXue that 2 of her major sponser pulled out of her blog due to the "well and abled people should be allowed to use the handicapped toilet as well"...
Her 2 sponser pulled out of her blog because of a single, logically correct, practically correct and slightly morally off-colored. Well, this only goes to show how fickle-minded and disloyal the 2 sponsers are... *I shall not mention their names in case i get persercuted or prosecuted for doing such... (you can check it out from the newspapers)"
.. whatever it is, I dont think i'll be buying stuff from them anymore as I detest anti-open-mindedness...


should there be a law to sue people against writing what they want on their blogs?
I am almost, totally against that idea.
Like wad Sonia said to me when I got pissed with Xiaxue's blog, "Let her write lah! She want to write wad its her own blog wad... Each person is entitled to their own opinion on life..."

Shall I emphasize the word "ENTITLED"? Entitled means "To have the right to".

Then why are people so scared of people who post stuff on their blog?
This is because
1) They are to cowardly to admit that their flaws
2) They realize the power of mass communications
3) They are dogmatic, stereotypical people who cannot take any opinion from others
4) They are afraid of the power of the bloggers

The govenment is encouraging open-mindedness...
They make the youth-talking area at Hong Lim Park
What the???? At Hong Lim Park? how many youths even KNOW that place exists? Why not Youth Park at Orchard? You'll get ALOT of very vocal people over there...

haha... excerpt from the forum talks last semester....


eh.... all you bodo-sit around and charge people for defamtion good-for-nothings.
come and sue my blog... at least it'll get more traffic den...

stupid people .... -_-"

(SHIT... did i say stupid people? that means that they are not going to sue my blog, coz if they DO, they're admitting they're good-for-nothings and are stupid....
Oh dear... i should get rid of it....)

...
....
......

stupid good-for-nothing people.... =)

ahh.. isnt that so much better.......

More stories.. =)

haha.. more stories =P
recently i've been receiving alot of nice emails from people with all these stories inside... Cheerios to all of em, though i do not know some even... wahaha


The Cracked Pot

A water bearer in India had two large pots, each hung on each end of a pole, which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, and while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master’s house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master’s house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfect to the end for which it was made. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you." "Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?" "I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your masters house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you don't get full value from your efforts." The pot said

The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot, and in his compassion he said, "As we return to the masters house, I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path."

Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some. But at the end of the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so again the Pot apologized to the
bearer for its failure.

The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of your path, but not on the other pots side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my masters table. Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house."

Each of us has our own unique flaws. We re all cracked pots. Don't be afraid of your flaws. Acknowledge them, and you too can be the cause of beauty. Know that in our weakness we find our strength.

Tidus - Pronounced as "Tee-Dus", as kindly corrected by my dear friend Timothy...... Tidus one of the main characters in Final Fantasy X, and the most good looking amongst them... He has an almost innocent viewpoint of love and would risk everything to protect the one... Tidus rawks... hee.. Isnt he cute? The sword that he is holding is called "Brotherhood", the very first sword that he received, which will become the most powerful weapon in the end... =D Love Tidus... wEee!~ 

Of Love and Apologetics

Love is many-a splendiferous thing...
All you need is love!
Love lifts us up where we belong!

Love.......

Love is the only element in human personality that shadows everything...
Love is willing to overlook mistakes,
Love is willing to unconditionally care...

Love is non-judgemental...
Love is resillient...
Love is Love.

There can be no possible word to describe love...
Love is Love, and can only be described as love....

Love does not care about money
Love does not need water to survive
Love can be hurt over and over and over again, and yet stand firm

In the entire spectrum of human emotions, thoughts and feelings, every single good feeling has its origin from Love.


ok... i'm crapping...


This post isnt meant for specifically anybody nor is it for nobody...


School is starting soon
Andrew is going to get stressed again...

... my face is yet to recover from the pre-examination trauma...

help!


Some things to ponder upon :

1) The colorado river carving the grand canyon isnt an acceptable explanation according to professional geologists. What could be the reason?
Ans : A mega gigantic flood that wiped away huge portion of soil and petrified the rest. stripping the entire area of arable land. (The legendary Noah's Flood in the Bible)

2) The frame of a giganic ancient boat was found on a mountain, fitting the EXECT description of the boat that Noah built in the bible

3) The big-bang theory of the creation of the universe has been proved accurate ever since Edward Hubble's discovery that the universe is consistantly expending.
(meaning : The universe must have started from somewhere. A point where the big bang took place. The universe was thus CREATED, and wasnt there since the beginning of time)

4) The law of Intelligent Design states that all intelligent designs require an intelligent designer. The very fabric of the universe, the balance of nature, the genetic structure of animals is an intelligent design. Thus, there is an intelligent designer of the universe

5) The bible has been proven, archeologically, scientifically and philosophically as the most accurate book reflecting real, true, factual history

6) The bible is the top of the charts or all the book lists since the dawn of writing

7) The bible is a fact. The bible states that it is the Word of God. Therefore, the bible is the word of God ( A = B, B = C, thus, A = C)


I'm open to questions =)

What it Boils Down To....

Standing for what you believe in,
Regardless of the odds against you,
and the pressure that tears at your resistance,
... means courage.

Keeping a smile on your face,
When inside you feel like dying,
For the sake of supporting others,
... means strength.

Stopping at nothing,
And doing what's in your heart,
You know is right,
... means determination.

Doing more than is expected,
To make another's life a little more bearable,
Without uttering a single complaint,
... means compassion.

Helping a friend in need,
No matter the time or effort,
To the best of your ability,
... means loyalty.

Giving more than you have,
And expecting nothing,
But nothing in return,
... means selflessness.

Holding your head high,
And being the best you know you can be
When life seems to fall apart at your feet,
Facing each difficulty with the trust
That time will bring you better tomorrows,
And never giving up,
... means confidence.

The Promise of Friendship

Horror gripped the heart of the World War I soldier as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "No Man's Land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back.

"You can go," said the Lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your own life away." The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway.

Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder, and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend. "I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead, and you are mortally wounded."

"It was worth it, though, sir," the soldier said.

"How do you mean, 'worth it?' " responded the Lieutenant. "Your friend is dead!"

"Yes sir," the private answered. "But it was worth it because when I got to him, he was still alive, and I had the satisfaction of hearing him say, 'Jim, I knew you'd come.' "

Something to Ponder Upon

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under, love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?"

Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, " You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, " Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, " Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.

When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."


I got this from Timothy's nick... thought it was very meaningful

Sow a thought, you reap an act

Sow an act, you reap a habit

Sow a habit, you reap a character

Sow a character, you reap a destiny

Clock in Destiny

Cherish things while you still have them,
before they're gone,

and you realize how precious they really are.

Life can only be understood backwards,
but it must be lived forwards.

Everything in life is temporary.
So if things are going good,
enjoy it because it won't last forever.
And if things are going bad,
don't worry because it won't last forever either.

Destiny is not a matter of chance,
it is a matter of choice;
it is not a thing to be waited for,
it is a thing to be achieved.

A journey of a thousand miles
begins with a single step.

Never cross a bridge
without knowing how to swim the tides.

If you could not add years to your life
Add life to your years.

Not Moody =)

Not feeling so moody anymore...
In fact, I'm super happy =)

I'm happy that there are so many people that really care for me...

hehe... =)

Within a span of 24 hours, at least 20+ friends asked me if I was feeling ok or if there was anything wrong...
Super touched... glad I made the right type of friends...

XiaoWei mei mei actually went ALL THE WAY down to habourfront to get me my favourite avocado milkshake *(which incidentally looks like the green version of a particular brand of clothes detergent)...
but dont be fooled by it, it tastes SUPER good!!
haha... anywayz... I was shocked when she knocked on my door and handed me a cold, wet package... I thought she would be doing some writing and stuff....
BUT!!
When I look into the package, I was quite stunned... haha

=D

AVOCADO MILKSHAKE!!
AVOCADO MILKSHAKE!!
AVOCADO MILKSHAKE!!
(the heavens open and a light shines down, far in the distance, you can hear Handals in Messiah, Hallelujah Chorus)

lets do the avocado milkshake dance!!

weeee!!~~~

haha... getting super hyper while drinking this super sweet tasting beverage...
the trick is, you cant drink it all in one gulp or you'll feel quite sick...
You must drink it slooowwwlly.. sip by sip....

so glad to all those people who msn-ed, msg-ed, and called me to tell me not to feel so down...

XiaoWei mei mei
RenJin
Chrislin (is that how to spell your name again? lol.. i never managed to get it correct)
Xiao BoobOo
Dylan
Sharina
Michelle Bear Bear
Serene
Jawei
Dominic
Phoenix Kor
Jared Kor
Kreepy Po Po
Mai, Athena and King mei mei
Fedrick
Jeremy


him..

and I think got quite a number of other people too... lolz.. i cant keep track liaw... but i'm really thankful to all these people =D


i'm feeling much better now...
munching on a bowl of my mum's famous curry chicken also..


when you have friends like these, all trouble in the world seem to disappear =)

Moral of the story:
Make friends, as when everything goes wrong, they'll always be there to help you up again...

After a Thousand Years

---

心跳亂了節奏　夢也不自由

xin tiao luan le jie zou meng ye bu zi you
愛是個絕對承諾　不說

ai shi ge jue dui cheng nuo bu shuo

撐到一千年以後
cheng dao yi qian nian yi hou

放任無奈　淹沒塵埃

fang ren wu nai yan mei chen ai
我在廢墟之中守著妳走來喔

wo zai fei xu zhi zhong shou zhao ni zou lai wo
我的淚光　承載不了喔

wo de lei guang cheng zai bu le wo
所有一切妳〔需〕要的愛

suo you yi qie ni yao de ai

因為在一千年以後　世界早已沒有我

yin wei zai yi qian nian yi hou shi jie zao yi mei you wo
無法深情挽著你的手　淺吻著你額頭

wu fa shen qing wan zhao ni de shou qian wen zhao ni de e tou
別等到一千年以後　所有人都遺忘了我

bie deng dao yi qian nian yi hou suo you ren du yi wang le wo
那時紅色黃昏的沙漠　能有誰

na shi hong se huang hun de sha mo neng you shui
解開纏繞千年的寂寞

jie kai chan rao qian nian de ji mo chan rao qian nian de ji mo

---

...一千年以後　世界早已沒有我

moody..

Feeling so moody... mood keeps fluctuating these few days... snapped at a few people... dunno whats wrong with me...
Going through an emotional crisis...

Keep listening to Lin Jun Jie's - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou (after a thousand years), brings tears to my eyes...
After a thousand years, nothing really matters anymore does it?
What on earth are we striving for on earth?

People keep quarrelling, people keep hating...
What for?... does it do anything but massage their own ego?...

Cried myself to sleep yesterday... I jus wanted to be somebody's arms so badly...

It feels so lonely to be alone sometimes...

I promised myself to abstain from this awful thing called love... but... I'm realizing that it is getting more and more difficult to so....
I dont exectly love somebody... I just want somebody to love me...

I miss him...

I still remember when we were at east coast at night.... everybody else was having the barbeque, and we left them far behind...
We walked and walked till god knows where... then I decided I wanted to rest... so we sat on a rock facing the sea.... After awhile.... I got sleepy and fell asleep in his arms...

what is wrong with one guy loving another guy?

i still dont get it, and I never will...

i wish for my guy...

then we'll fly away... far away from this troublesome world... far away from people... far away from projects and schoolwork....
we'll fly away... and ask God, why is it wrong?
we'll ask God... can there be no relational love between 2 guys?
we'll ask God... then why do we feel this way?....

i was.
ravaged by love...
healed by love...


Ask me about love, and there are few people on earth qualified enough to tell you more then I do...
In reality, love... is unexplainable...


crazed emotions....
I need a hug...

I'm feeling so moody now... sobz... i jus want to curl up in somebody's arms and fall asleep... 

The ASH

sigh... think i'm getting further and further away from the ASH again...
is it me? or is Haryanto quite pissed at me because of something?....

The ASH.... my best-est pals... always being there for me... always cheering me up whenever I was down or depressed... jamming together... crapping together for hours and hours...

An unexpected group of 3 friends, with totally different personality, wide varied interests, and backgrounds... drawn together because of our interest in music...

dunno lah... i think i'm thinking too much...
but he DID sounded piss with me... sigh..

did i do something wrong this time?....

ASH without A is shh....
ASH without S is AHHHH!!!!
ASH without H is ***

one cant survive without the other...
will we ever be able to complete our vision of playing as a professional band one day?....
it remains to be seen...


The ASH... 3 friends brought together by God...

... we're not just anybody

WeEe~~!! Happy Post!

that last post was quite hilarious, come to think of it...

lolz...

but i forgot one VERY important thing that happened yesterday! =D
or more like very early today...

haha =)

MY GODSISTA RECEIVED CHRIST!! YEAAHH!!!

so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
so happy so happy so happy so happy so happy
x 100,000,000

really came a long long way... started out with a misunderstanding that we are in the same lecture, then started to click very well on msn coz we are both so farni... haha....
then things got really messy... but stuff got sorted out =)

finally... became her kor.... went with her through so troublesome periods in her life.... and now, she has someone truly for her.... =)
and the best part is... she finally put her complete trust in Christ, saviour of humankind =D

so happy =)

God works miracles... see?

She prayed, I guess, quite long... talking to God about this and that.... I prayed, and I'm sure Dave and many others prayed too...
God has been knocking at her door all along, and finally, she has opened it......

I can bet ya, the entire heavens roared with cheers and happiness when it happened...

Less then 1 day after my mei received Christ, her brother's girlfriend gave her a small blue book... this small blue book is the New Testament portion of the bible... the (reasonably) most important part of the word... *(though technically, everything is important)

LESS THEN 1 DAY!! can you imagine?....

I just know that God is going to work powerfully in her life =)

... and I pray that she will faithfully run the race till the very end... and there, God will say "Well done, my good and faithful servent..."

God is good, all the time....
In the trials, thru the storm... through the hurricanes and earthquakes, through the economic bounty and peace... He is good... all the time...

For who can comprehend the ways of God?
He is soverign, yet He is loving and merciful...
choosing to die for us, the most painful and excruciating way... (I'll write a detailed entry on that in the near future)... for people who have went against him, spat on him and turned their backs against him...

over and over again He calls...

who can understand His ways?
For God loves the world so much, that He sacrificed His one and only son, through death... so that we may finally draw near to Him and not be struck dead... that we may feel His presence and not be paralyzed.. that we may hug Him like a son does to a loving father...

.. That whosoever would just believe that He died so that we may live... that we will never have to face the eternal banishment because we have all sinned at one point of our lives... which is enough to banish us permernantly from the pure light of God..

welcome Xiao Wei mei mei to the spiritual family of Christ...

A family that will never perish and is destined to have eternal life, in the loving embrace of God our father, our brother, our friend and our conscience


A post dedicated to Xiao Wei mei mei

wish ya to stay strong in your walk with Christ okie?

by,
your Kor

P.S. - Dont worry about getting a bible... You WILL get one =)

I wonder what my blog is becoming.... hmmm... i know that viewership has been reaching rock bottom without much recovery.. but his really takes the bite...

Notice the words circled in RED :
1) Exibitionist - ... Exibitionist exibitionist... hmm.. am I an exibitionist?.... well, maybe all these posts on my blog reveal my exibitionist insticts, but NO WHERE have i ever put any exibitionist on my blog...

2) BRIDES SPANKED PICS - !@#*&!@_ WTH!!! Brides spanked pics.... arrgh!! WHICH SICKO ON EARTH WILL EVER TYPE THAT ON THEIR SEARCH ENGINE????? omg... you have a very dirty brain.... please go wash and clean it with dettol, sterillize it with hot water, freeze it in liquid nitrogen and finally, flick it with your small finger...

3) Bible Verses Breakup - errr.... breakup? hmm... there are actually 2 meanings to it, but i dont think that bible verses can be used to incite breakups... i hope that it means "bible verses" + "broken up"...

4) HEBE AND SELINA SWIMMING PICTURE -- EH... another chee koh peh.. i'm sure its the same person who typed brides spanked pics... wah kao eh..... there are so many sick people on earth, i'm getting sick myself...


what on earth is my blog becoming?.... -X_X-

gross man... this is damm gross........ when i had hundreds of viewers before, i never had all these keywords... now that i have a small group of viewers to keep entertained, i get these kinda search keywords...
Google has really outdone itself this time...... T_T


P.S. - Note : Jia Ying's manufactured shoes... wahahahaha

All The Time In The World

While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground. "That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide.

"He's a fine looking boy," the man said. "That's my son on the swing in the blue sweater." Then, looking at his watch, he called to his son. "What do you say we go, Todd?"

Todd pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes." The man nodded and Todd continued to swing to his heart's content.

Minutes passed and the father stood and called again to his son. "Time to go now?"

Again Todd pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes."
The man smiled and said, "Okay."

"My, you certainly are a patient father," the woman responded.

The man smiled and then said, "My older son Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never spent much time with Tommy and now I'd give anything for just five more minutes with him. I've vowed not to make the same mistake with Todd.

"He thinks he has five more minutes to swing. The truth is . . . I get five more minutes to watch him play."

The (Report Card) Day

Was prepared to receive bad news about my results..... so wasnt exectly devastated when I saw my result slip...

BUT...

The stupid SAS system pissed me off damm badly...
so badly that I went back to sleep...

7:00 - Woke up in cold sweat : had nightmares about getting a GPA of 1.6, sat at the computer and tried playing games, but couldn help but keep alt-tabbing back into SAS to see if they are more punctual then usual. apparantly not

8:30 - Pressed refresh on the SAS student system for the 8,147,032,908 time, and TA-DA... "you have just entered an invalid URL, or the existing URL does not function anymore, please contact your system administrator for more information"

1) I AM the system administrator
2) It is 8:30 in the morning, how many freaking computers in the CBD area are on man? my bandwidth should have exceeded the rooftops!
3) https://mysas.sp.edu.sg/ is an INVALID URL?... hmm......... go figure

...therefore coming to the conclusion that the school's internet bandwidth has jus crashed.
stupid school system.. gnaah...

thus, too frustrated to speak anymore, blithing with fury and livid with rage, I fainted and found myself on the bed again.. at

10:15 - Woke up hurridly and decided that I should forgive SP's intranet and log in again. Flicking my mouse to wake up the screen, I found myself flooded with at least 15+ chat boxes asking me how have I done for my results...

well... yeah, thanks for the concern..... know that you all are worried for me due to my ordeal last semester... =) really appreciate it..
but remember? i was prepared for the worst....

MASS MEDIA RESEARCH B
FEATURE WRITING B+
DIGITAL MEDIA APPLICATIONS B+
NUTRITION AND WELLNESS B+
LEGAL SYSTEM AND CONTRACTS C
ORGANISATIONAL MANAGEMENT C
CONSUMER BEHAVIOUR C+

Semester GPA: 2.854
Cumulative GPA: 3.02

I can BARELY contain my happiness -_-

at least I didnt get a D.... I got Credits and Goods.... (look on the bright side Andrew. LOOK ON THE BLIGHT BRIGHT SIDE!! *slap slap*)

nah... to those that are really concerned, I'm ok... but to those that wished to spar results with me, sorry.... i'm a bbbbccc

hey.. that kinda sounds close to BBC... maybe I should work in Europe one day...


so thats it for the day's exciting activity.... My dad has jus came back, I'm going to jump down shortly after I tell him my results =)

crapz... forgot that there is some cleaning downstairs... ah well... i'll leave the jumping to another day...

Hold On

You may not think
That the World needs you
But it does
For, you are unique

Like no One who has gone before
Or will come after
No one can speak with your voice
Say your piece

Smile your Smile
Or shine your light
No one can take your place
For it is yours alone to fill.

If you are not there
To shine your light
Who knows how many travellers
Will lose their way
As they try to pass by
Your empty place
In the Darkness.

Sawade-HaH?

YEAAH!!! I'M BACK!! FROM A SUPER DUPER ULTRA HYPER TRIP TO BANGKOK!!!

haha.. I've like got SO much to blog about I think I'll be quite dead if I actually typed out whatever I said I'll type out...

sorry guys, not photos yet as there is a problem with the software that reads photos from my camara...

Anywayz!, THAILAND!!! or to be precise, BANGKOK!!! weee... wonderful place...

BUT, I think the flight towards Bangkok was quite.... bad... hahal... no harm done towards Cathay Pacific, but I think the promotional section of the plane is like quite lousy...
The air-con seemed to be relatively non-existance to the unscientific mind, and the food tastes like the chef was grumpy...
I chose the chow hor fun, which had more soyasauce taste then anything else.... but I'm NOT picky with my food, not at all... unlike a passanger sitting in front of me... He was giving the steward a hard time, i.e. I dont eat chicken. why cant i have vegetarian food?...
he traumatized the air steward so much that he gave him HIS lunch.... so sad...

Anywayz.... I'm starting to think that HK guys are quite cute...
There was a cute HK air steward on the plane who hardly talked, but smiled and helped in whatever way he could..
Then our hotel bell boy was a HK guy too! and he IS cute =)

Yupz... once we touched down, we were greeted with THE ULTIMATE AJ LANGUAGE!!

I.E. "Song kra... ai pun lum phrae pad boom kong"

ok.. if that didnt make sense to you, dont worry. coz this is my memory rendered of the message....
but, in written literary, it does NOT sound gay in anyway at all... well then, change the "kra" into smooth girly tone, and go up and down one octave for EACH syllabal thereafter, and you should be halfway into Thai-land...

Uhh.. then it was SHOPPING!! shop and ShOp and SHOP!!! we lay our eyes on this, and I scream CHEAP! a few minutes later, we lay our eyes on the same item, I scream CHEAPER!!!
afterawhile, we generalized that any human being from a country as developed as Singapore would develop fits if they see the price and not buy anything at all in Thailand...

My greatest regret...
Not buying ZIRH when I had the chance to... the cleanser was like going at a price of SGD$20+, while in Singapore, you would be getting it at like $30+ $40 minimum...

this is so depressing...

sigh...

haha... anywayz... back to shopping, I spent like $200 on clothings alone, and I bought.... *clears throat*
- 14 T-Shirts (billabong, quiksilver, ripcurl, diesel, adidas, levis, oakley)
- 3 Polo T-Shirts (ralph lauren, polo sport)
- 3 Sleeveless Shirts (haha... they jus look nice)
- 1 Formal Shirt (ralph lauren)
- 2 Jerseys (Adidas)
- 1 2nd hand Levis jeans (levis.. duh.. haha.. guess guess... the price is $20 sgd)
- 8 board shorts (billabong, quiksilver, ripcurl, diesel)

Total : $200 (max)
Avg cost per piece, $200/32 = $6.25 PER PIECE

... there wasnt any S&K over there, or else I would have bought the whole shop already... wahaah...

we ate a hell lot of stuff.... but I usually stuff myself konkers at the breakky buffet, so I wont spend so much unneccesary time dreaming of food, and spend more time haggling prices and gasping in awe at how people can actually sell these stuffs at these prices...

Memorable Stuff we ate (+ drank)
- 1 Awful Leechee Surprise (*surprising alright, it tasted quite poisonous)
- 2 Bacardis
- 2 Lime Vodkas
- Tortillini Pasta, FAT Spaggeti, + many other wierdly shaped pastas
- Deep Fried teeny weenie baby crabs
- Scrambled Eggs
(peepz, if you think that we were conservative and didnt there try thai food, we did, but the western food were so cheap we couldn resist)
- Green Curry with lots and lots of funny big pea-shaped spices
- Sugar and Chilli Pad Thai
- Very strong tasting Tom Yam Goong (note: GOONG. not Koong. dont spell it like some imbecillic restauraunts in Singapore)
- Apple pie with micro-thin apple on top + lovely ice cream
- TEPPANYAKI!!
- oh yah, and finally, readers... brace yourself....
THEIR TAKO PAOCHI COST SGD$1.50, AND THEY GIVE 5 (FIVE/WU/LEMAH/BUMBADIL) PIECES!!

Singapore Tako Paochi stores can go boil their head...


We went to this Thai Massage that Pedro's mum introduced to us on Sunday, and it was WAY COOL!! haha.. i thought it was going to be damm pain or something like dat, coz the way she described it was... "You want to go to the real wan or the gentle wan?".... of coz we want real wan lah! Thus, opposite of gentle is wad? pain lah! haha...

but that was not the case...

May, Jawei and Ryan got female masseurs, while I went a bolder step and asked for a GUY masseur... Got quite a cute guy, but there were other cuter ones...
During the massage, I was like putting my radar on to HIGHEST sensitivity, trying to detect any signs of AJ-ness or Gay-dar.. but, he was too focus ont he massage itself and I could lock eyes and pry his mind open...

but finally, his gaze met mind, and a revelation was born... he WAS!!

haha... what a relief... I cant have a straight guy doing it for me.... it would be disastrous... i think...
haha.... so... everything that happened after that and before we returned to the hotel is classified... ask me if you want to know exectly what happened...

So after that, we went to the hotel with good memories, and Pedro's mum brought us up the Marina Mandarin hotel's open air top level....
it was SPLENDID!!
OMG.... it was literally... breathtaking.... AWESOME!!!

Lounge Jazz was being played by a band, candlelight diners everywhere... a beautiful bar in the middle of the viewing platform.. the ultra grand roman architectural design...
it made you wonder how much would it cost to have a wedding here...
.. incidentally, which Pedro is looking very much forward to....

ONE TABLE FOR 2 COSTS : SGD $300+

not a very incredible sum for an experience as spectacular as this....

haha... i have a hell lot more to write...

but I think i'll stop here... i havnt dozed much since yesterday's very very VERY exotic conversation...

oh yah.. and May's fashion makeover was a spectacular sucess, as I retrieve the pictures, be amazed yet again.... haha


I love Thailand... prices...

before I go : 10 shalls

I shall learn how to speak Thai.
I shall return to the Old Marble House one day, as promised
I shall give the cute HK bellboy a nice tip and a hug before leaving next time
I shall not go to a pathatic club called Hollywood next time
I shall not drink anymore alcohol
I shall stay for 1 day in the penthouse at the Metropolis
I shall not eat so much for breakfast
I shall learn how to control my mouth when it comes to sexual orientation
I shall take a flight that is cheaper and better then Cathay Pacific airlines next time

I shall return to Thailand



=)

nitez.

THAILAND!!! WE"RE GOING TO THAILAND!! =D xD bye bye Singapore!!!!  

=) I love this picture...... 

Buzzzy Holidaays

holidays are quite killing me... but i'm loving every second of it...

I definately know that this will be one of the rare holiday periods that I have in which I wont look back and be remorseful that I didnt seem to have spend my time wisely...

But maybe I'm kinda TOO crazy?

1) InterPoly Varsity Debates coming up in November, and I have hardly any clue how to debate propely

2) SPlace Video is quite a big stuff actually, but most of it is left to my other fantastic (*wink*) team members to do

3) Campus Crusade Metamorphosis, Gen12ii Meetings, Street Evengalisms, Stayovers

4) Video Editing for SP promo video + Brainstorming sessions + Shooting + ... +...

5) Worship Team training (*gotta buck up)

6) Bangkok Trip

7) Adobe After Effects Training


Isnt my life awesome.... I'm sure some people would want to be like me,... on the other hand, some people would rather not...

I'm not sure, but my life sure IS busy...
I'm going to get white hair soon, i'm sure, but these hairs will be silver strands of wisdom...

wahaha


I've got a nice team for my SP video too...
Hope I'll get to know them better..

WE'RE GOING TO LEARN NEW STUFFS!!
yaaay...

sometimes you wonder whether learning is actually a futile path to obtain self-fufilment.... well, I take it that learning is a catalyst...
A catalyst in order to acheive greater things...

There are only so much we can do if we have limited knowledge....

Thats why God is so powerful, He KNOWS everything....


=D

Fever + Boredom = Quizzes

Fever kinds of take the will out of you to do anything....


7 things that scare me:

1) Not being able to reach out to my bestest friends
2) Accidentally doing something that will forfeit eternal life (like accepting the mark of the beast.. =X)
3) Loneliness
4) Almost every single type of insects (*with an exception for ladybugs)
5) Terrorists
6) Suddenly turning into a deformed ugly freak (*in which i mean fat AND ugly)
7) Instant Death (*i really dont mind dying slowly, albeit painlessly)

7 things that i love the most:

1) Jesus (He's not really a thing isit?)
2) My Friends
3) Myself? (lolz... manifestation of narccism)
4) My Computer which is starting to get slow... thus, i shall buy a new computer and love it
5) People
6) Christian Songs
7) Relaxing

7 important things in my room:

1) My Bible (it'll be wrong to say it isnt the most important)
2) My Computer
3) My Hammies
4) My CD Collections
5) My Chemical Wardrobe (as deemed by my father)
6) Books
7) My Wardrobe

7 random facts about me:

1) I am going to live forever in heaven
2) I am a metrosexual
3) I am a psycho-perfectionist
4) Randomly emotional
5) Dreams Big
6) I am in a band
7) I was the Chairperson of my sec school Choir, as well as OI/C for my Boy's Brigade


7 things i plan to do before i die:

1) Spread the Gospal is far and wide as possible
2) Not be guilty
3) Make sure as many of my friends can go to heaven as well
4) Make an impact on the world
5) Write a book on 1000 historical/scientific fact why Christianity isnt merely a normal religion
6) Find a person that I truly love and who truly loves me
7) Extreme Makeover (hehe)

7 things i can do: (this is a dumb question... does eating, breathing and talking count?)

1) Adobe Photoshop + Adobe Premier + Macromedia Dreamweaver + Macromedia Flash + Macromedia Fireworks + Microsoft Freehand + Microsoft Office + HTML/CSS/DHTML

2) Play the Piano/Synthesizer
3) Swim
4) Go without food for 1 day and not feel hungry
5) Be extremely introver of extremely extrovert
6) Cry when I want to
7) Comfort peepz

7 things i can't do YET:

1) Confidently tell people about Jesus without being nervous
2) Play like Don-Moen/Yanni/Kevin Kern
3) Memorize Moonlight Sonata 3rd Movement
4) Use Macromedia Director (*eh.. at least i'm honest yah? haha... i really dunno how to use it)
5) Talk to animals
6) Go to heaven
7) Lie and put on a honest straight face (but i dont want to be able to dat actually...)

7 words i say the most:

1) Err...
2) Diaoz
3) What the Hell?
4) Ah... Yeah!!
5) Woops..
6) Hmmm....
7) Oh my God

7 celeb crushes: (*dont watch TV much, so mostly are game characters)

1) Kyo Kusanagi
2) Squall Leonhart
3) Tidus
4) Ash Ketchum (haha.. dont laugh... I used to be crazy over Pokemon)
5) Terry Bogard
6) Julian Hee
7) Leonardo De Caprio (before he sported that stupid moustache)


7 peeps that i love to see doing this: (*I couldn help but put Sharina's phrase inside... its aptly brough across)

1) Whoever
2) is
3) really
4) bored
5) can
6) do
7) this

God Says...

You say: "It's impossible."
God says: All things are possible. (Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired."
God says: I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me."
God says: I love you. (John 3:16 & John 13:34)

You say: "I can't go on."
God says: My grace is sufficient. (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out."
God says: I will direct your steps. (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it."
God says: You can do all things. (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able."
God says: I am able. (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it."
God says: It will be worth it. (Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself."
God says: I FORGIVE YOU. (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage."
God says: I will supply all your needs. (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid."
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear. (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated."
God says: Cast all your cares on ME. (I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith."
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith. (Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough."
God says: I give you wisdom. (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone."
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5)

Trust God at all times...

When the oceans rise and mountains roar

We will soar with Him above these storms

He is our eternal Father, King over all the earth

Be still.... and know that He is God

More Wake Up Calls....

I just came back from an exciting Metamorphosis 2005...
Encountered God... Never to be the same again...

I reached home, turn on my google desktop toolbar and checked for the news update...
I'm not getting very surprised already...
but these are the latest headlines that caught my eyes WITHIN ONE WEEK

1) HUNDREDS KILLED AND COUNTING AS EARTHQUAKE HITS REGION BETWEEN INDIA AND PAKISTAN

2) HURRICAN TAMMY INVADES AMERICA

3) EARTHQUAKES IN NEW DELHI

4) NORTH ATLANTIC HURRICANE SEASON EXPECTED TO END IN NOVEMBER - OR NOT

5) RUSSIA STARTS TO TEST BALLISTIC WARHEADS AGAIN

6) MOUSSU WARNS OF CIVIL WAR THREAT IN IRAQ

7) ROMANIA REPORTS NEW CASES OF BIRD FLU

8) ISRAEL URGES EGYPT TO STEM FLOW OF WEAPONS

9) 330 CHILDREN AFFECTED BY FOOD POISONING


This happened in ONE WEEK
And MORE is going to happen... it will intensify, intesify AND INTENSIFY...

.. until the world notices that something is wrong.. that something supernatural is at work here....
Brothers and sisters... this is not NORMAL... this is PARANORMAL.... in fact, its SUPERNATURAL...


suddenly... everything doesnt matter anymore.... I WANT TO GET MY FRIENDS SAVED!!!!.... its of utmost important now....
these cataclysmic events have a disastrous ability to take away any of my friend's lives in one swipe....
imagine : "SARS strikes back with a vengence in Singapore - Hundreds die overnight"

choi... some people might say... but REMEMBER! THIS IS NOT SURPRISING... it can happen.. because it is written in God's Word that this kind of stuff will happen at the end of times....

i would feel damm guilty for life if one of my friends happen to be one of the victims...


... all because I was afraid to tell them the truth that will enable them to escape death once and for all......

all because I was afraid to tell them about Jesus... who loves them so much....

sigh sigh sigh.......

1 bomb... 2 bomb... 3 bomb... BOMB!!

1 Bomb
2 Bomb
3 Bomb

BOMB!!

Terrorist come and bomb de home...

sigh... jus before this entry, i was lamenting about NATURAL disasters... to top add on the increasing global crisis is a MAN MADE disaster...

why cant people jus be peaceful like
my class?
my church?
my friends?
.... my family? (eerr.. haha.. okok.. not so much family =P got nicholas around $%^&# wahaha)

sigh... sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh... *out of breath*

ok.. enough sighing...
next topic...

DAVID'S BLOG!! wahaha... didnt know he had a blog until recently... damm cool....

Suddenly, the world of a person that I thought I knew relatively well opened up to me, and suddenly, i feel like i'm floating in an ocean of information...

i knew alot of stuff, coz I always talk to simon (his brother) about his life and such.... but never from his point of view...
sentimental. yupz... thats the word to describe him...

if his blog is truly the innate persona of himself, I have not yet encountered a mortal man more sentimental then him....

but in a way, his path was a path that I could have similarly taken... but my life had many, countless turning points, which in some way forced me to be who I am today...

To be able to shed a tear is a blessing
To be able to shed a tear honestly is an even greater blessing...

I cry alot...
alot.... but luckily, my friends weren't the type who would call me names when I cried...

I could cry, when I'm Primary 6, just thinking about what would happen if a robber suddenly robs my house and kills my family..
I could cry, when I'm 17, when my father broke a present that my friend painstakingly made for me...
I could cry, when I'm 18, when I read a heartbreaking story

... I cried for 3 days, almost non-stop when... He broke up with me...

Relationships are something that leaves the deepest imprints in life...


... sigh... feel like crying when I read his blog...

kinda able to relate to him pretty well....



i still remember there was one particular time, when my father was damm angry with me for scoring very low on my report card, and started to take out the dreaded cane...
He wacked me like 10+ times? minimum..
Then my elder brother pushed me aside and covered me from being beated by him.... He got hit a hell lot of times also... but none of us dared to make any noise...

until i couldnt take it anymore.... i ran out of the room and grabbed my wallet and ran out of the house...
... that was the first time I ran away from home...

.... i hated my dad...
for being a perfectionist
for being a disciplinarian
for bieng an imperialist
for being my father...

but... without him, i would not have been who I am today....
which I am quite grateful for...

with my past, the types of friends i had.... if i did not suffer these type of disciplinary actions from my father, i would long have been in Changi Prison already...


Dave =)

Nice blog... I'm definately one of your "blog fans" now... wahaha

Remember, with great power comes great responsibility...
It is what you will that responsibility to be, failing others is nothing, failing yourself is true failure...
In my eyes, you're great!

Dont classify yourself as a failure, you were never one, you never will be..... =)

ok.. i think THIS IS THE MOST SCARY PICTURE!! omg.. its like....an alien invasion or something like dat... btw readers, these are REAL pictures...  

BOo.... Ow... it looks like a MONSTER...... well.. this is NOT the worst in my opinion yet 

Everything is Over.... Or Is IT?

Everything is over....

its over... *takes some time to absorb it in*

ITS OVER!!!! YES!!!!! FREE!!!!

hmm... ok.. NOT so free....

1-3 October
Metamorphesis Worship Practice

5 October
Meeting for SB Video

5-9 October
Metamorphesis Camp

11-15 October
SP ** Chalet

14-18 October
Bangkok Outing

5,12,19,26 Oct 12-5 pm
Debates Training


NOT stressed at all =)

haha....

While keeping up with all these dates, I've got to complete :
SPlace Channel U Video project
SB Introduction Video project (which I havn't even gotten down to think yet)

and of coz... a secret little something that my friends and i have up our sleeves.. lolz.. winks*


hmmm.... i'm still quite worried about these natural disasters thing...

take a look at these photos, btw, credit them to timothy's blog


Ok... you all havnt seen the most frightening ones yet...
i'll show ya the one on a seperate single picture entry...